Archive for September, 2005

Young Suicidal

Monday, September 19th, 2005

My world was so screwed

Everything was a mess i felt like running

But found nothing, only wilderness

i fooled myself too much

Tought I could get both

But I finally figured it all out i needed to fly most

I figured out that all the pain in life

Goes mostly to the heart

Then as you hit the ground, your world just falls apart

I figured out how cruel it can be

And how life pretty much ruins it all

But I guess there’s nothing I can do now

No one was there to break my fall…

People said it would never change

But I wouldn’t listen to my friends

They say that I would only get hurt

God, I sure fooled them

For I was the one who let myself down

Who never showed how much it killed

i swore, I cursed, I said it allIt all emptied and then it all filled

These tears have been here for days nowAnd I think they’ll be here forever more

If I dont let go of all the hurt and pain

My body will be broken and torn

But you two were the ones with style

You never let me down

I hate to see this life end

Please dont let me go with a frown

I have to leave this life  I made to go somewhere else

To go and find something new

Something I’ve never felt

I climbed that ladder up high and tall

And when I jumped I started to cry

For when I reache the very bottom…

I realized I couldn’t fly!!!

* credits given to whom it is worthy of…