Young Suicidal
Monday, September 19th, 2005My world was so screwed
Everything was a mess i felt like running
But found nothing, only wilderness
i fooled myself too much
Tought I could get both
But I finally figured it all out i needed to fly most
I figured out that all the pain in life
Goes mostly to the heart
Then as you hit the ground, your world just falls apart
I figured out how cruel it can be
And how life pretty much ruins it all
But I guess there’s nothing I can do now
No one was there to break my fall…
People said it would never change
But I wouldn’t listen to my friends
They say that I would only get hurt
God, I sure fooled them
For I was the one who let myself down
Who never showed how much it killed
i swore, I cursed, I said it allIt all emptied and then it all filled
These tears have been here for days nowAnd I think they’ll be here forever more
If I dont let go of all the hurt and pain
My body will be broken and torn
But you two were the ones with style
You never let me down
I hate to see this life end
Please dont let me go with a frown
I have to leave this life I made to go somewhere else
To go and find something new
Something I’ve never felt
I climbed that ladder up high and tall
And when I jumped I started to cry
For when I reache the very bottom…
I realized I couldn’t fly!!!
* credits given to whom it is worthy of…